angeline

in just that split second.

i learnt abt everything.

everything was jus being poured out.

no matter how much tears i drop,

or how badly my heart was hurt,

it doesnt helps.

its the fact. a feeling which i dread.

Betrayal.

i trusted the wrong person right from the start.

didnt expecting that person to put words in my mouth and back stab me.

1yrs plus of friendship.

i wonder what does that person gain.

but it doesnt matter anymore.

im not gonna pursue it. im going to let the matter rest.

treat as im the one being petty.

from that second onwards,

she's no longer a fren of mine.

even if i were to see her on the street someday,

im going to walk pass her and treat her as a total stranger.

i want her to experience the pain of losing a fren.

a fren which she claims to be her best fren.

she might not feel anything. but i dun care.

cos she's no longer a fren of mine.

imagine u are me,

how to build up my trust in people again ?

i definitely need time.

or maybe i shld grow up and not be so trusting as before ......

i need time to nurse my wound.

my deep wound ......